第三十章 失落的回应 (第2/2页)
“I’m sorry to beat you. But there's one thing that I'm curious about, how did you get into the gang?（我很抱歉打了你。不过，有一件事我很好奇，你究竟是如何进的黑帮？）”赵宇杰回复道。
“My parents were gangsters, so I was born into it.（我父母就是黑帮的，所以我一出生就是。）”仇莉发着消息。
“Your parents are gangsters? Are they still around and connected to you?（你父母就是黑帮的啊！他们现在人呢，和你有联系吗？）”赵宇杰一惊，接着发着消息。
“Does it have anything to do with you? You are really annoying, Zhao Yujie!（和你有关吗？你真的很烦人哎，赵宇杰！）”仇莉回复着，“Or are you going to turn the same saying with another way?（还是说，你要变向着套话了？）”
“No, don't get me wrong.（不会，你别误会。）”赵宇杰打着字，发着消息，“I'm just wondering, is it worth it to work so hard for your gang and end up losing your life because you can't do your job? Think about your parents, just quit early.（我只是在想，像你那么拼命为你的黑帮出力，最后因为办事不力随时丢了性命，值得吗？想想你的父母吧，早点退出算了。）”
“It’s none of your business, Zhao Yujie! Once I joined the gang, I would be a gangster for all my life. I have no right to quit! My parents were already gone, killed in a fire over a decade ago. The reason I'm in this predicament is because of someone. You know who he is, Zhao Yujie!（不用你管，赵宇杰，一旦加入黑帮就一辈子是黑帮的人了，我没有权利退出！我的父母已经不在了，死在了十几年前的火灾里，我会变成今天这样进退两难都是因为谁，你心中有数，赵宇杰！）”仇莉很是不悦。
“Jelly, I’m sorry.（仇莉，对不起。）”看着仇莉发来的消息，赵宇杰顿时一愣，良久发道，“I haven't experienced your pain, but I know that when I look at your situation from an outsider's point of view, my mentality is extremely indifferent. I want to understand you, and I will share your pressure with you. Please don't bear everything alone any more, okay?（我没经历过你的痛苦，但我知道站在一个外人角度来看你的状况，我的心态是极其不痛不痒的，我想要了解你，你的压力我帮你分担，你别再一个人承担一切了好不好？）”
“Shut up!（你住口！）”谁料，仇莉忽然情绪失控，回复道，“As a gangster, I can't have any feelings. As a result, you let me give in again and again! Zhao Yujie, why do you stand on the perspective of a saint to point fingers at others' lives? My life doesn't need your intervention, and I don’t need your pity!（作为一个黑帮成员是不可以有感情的，结果你让我退让了一次又一次！赵宇杰，你凭什么站在一个圣人的视角对别人的生活指手画脚，我的生活不需要你的介入，不需要你的可怜！）”
说罢，仇莉瞬间破防，趴在桌上哭得声嘶力竭！
“Jelly, I want to protect you. I seem to have fallen in love with you since the first time I saw you.（仇莉，我想保护你，从第一次见到你开始，我好像就喜欢上了你。）”赵宇杰接着回复道，然而却没有了任何回应，只见，赵宇杰放下了手机，喃喃自语道，“傻丫头，别再痛苦下去了……”
面对仇莉失落的回应，赵宇杰自责极了，此刻，他只觉得自己是那个不知道心上人的过去，就妄想去冒犯的人一样，他爱她，但仿佛是囚爱一般……